Wednesday, September 29, 2010

If we can't laugh at our great religious discoveries, where are we?





I've been focusing on moving this energy upwards,
moving out of this hole I've fallen in
for whenever it is raining I only getting muddier
But my fungal friends remind me
up is not the only way to travel...
send out that mycelia
sensitive hyphae
translocation of synergy down my trunk
toward a source of infinite energy,
or at least one of them
I think I'll feel it out
see how it goes

Sunday, September 26, 2010













The room calls to me, says were all strung out
And the beat we both stomp on the floor,
While outside the leopard frogs sing sweetly.
These are the hymns that today we've ignored.
And all across the desert, and all up in the mountains:
A wind so loud that we might never mention.

And here's to my lovers hands and feet.
They are the roots that will weave through the floor.
And down in the dirt, in her wandering,
Find the snail to give us breath, to give us words.
He asks us for our patience, he asks us for our patience,
And he asks us what we have done for our souls lately.

Down by the bur oak tree, I had lost your locket in the loam,
And there fell to my knees, neath the coil and the brush of the fern.

The candles light dances across the table,
And will burn at the tip of my pen.
And lures all the moths into the kitchen
To spin tales and bend truths through the evening.
And scribe for them their stories; we scribe for them their stories,
While they wax and wax of their lives in the country.

Down by the bur oak tree, I had lost your locket in the loam,
And there fell to my knees, neath the coil and the brush of the fern

Friday, September 24, 2010

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Time has told me that these people I've surrounded myself with are quite rare finds.
Sometimes I have to laugh aloud at the place I've landed, with all of you here. It's quite different from where I'd thought I'd be or where I was just a short time ago. Yet I can't imagine my life with y'all. You are the soil to my roots, I couldn't possible stand without your support and you give me so much essential life energy by your mere presence.
With no one else could I stare deeply into your soul and be lucky enough to have that gaze returned. Nor could I stand in a passionate embrace on wet bricks whilst passerby's navigate around us. Sometimes I'm reminded of the reality of this situation and just how spoiled we are. We are capable of being ourselves with no fear of rejection or ridicule, AND that is rare. Sadly, I'm also reminded of the temporal reality of our geographic location. The curtain is slowly closing as this fantastic show is wrapping up. By no means do I believe that it is over. I'll be seeing you around the bend, I feel something deep inside that tells me we'll always be together.

Monday, September 20, 2010

Dreaming state

Laying down I am awoken to a different locale.
Standing in a room I've visited before, with people I know yet they look nothing like their waking selves.
I'm visiting my other life in the dream world.
Are these experiences future encounters?
Are they metaphorical life lessons?
Is it all nonsense?
It doesn't bother me unless you're there
Some experiences, I'm anxiously waiting to come to pass in my waking life,
while others I dread may actually be right around the corner.
I still don't know.
I suppose I'll just journal my dream life and hope I can piece the puzzle together
without the box.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Intimate community


Cook. Serve. Eat. Clean.
...is the mantra we bless our food with.
Prepared with smiles, chances, and laughter.
New spirits and new connections in tandem with the re-stabilizing of familiar faces and common characters.
This room continues to contain and protect the energy manifested here, recharging each individual with the proper vibration that they should reverberate.
If hugs were illegal we'd be a terrorist organization. We certainly bear arms.
This season of cooking cruelty free (or at least the best we can manage) is sounded off with a bang. No stress, no worried faces, or at least it appears that way.
I love you VCW

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Mogging from the party

Do you hope to find new ways of quenching your thirst?

A friend reminded me of the awakening power of autumn. Just as everyone and thing gets ready for the long hibernation and reflection of winter there is one last hurrah and explosion of life. This will be evident in the weeks to come, not just in the color of the leaves, increased animal life, the parties, or the explosion of fungal bodies...no, listen to your body and the feelings that emanate from within. What is being evoked by this change in the season?

Mog from the celebration of summer and abraid into autumn